sorry

[BreakfastSurreal]

if ive been snappy lately. i know i am. I'm feeling extremely overly sensitive right now because i dont feel like i have anyone i can talk to wihtout judging me anymore. That's what I really loved about this place, it was theraputic for me to come and discuss my problems here...but that has changed. Now whenever I want to rant or bitch about something in real life to get it off my chest, because that's just what women like to do, I feel like people are talking shit behind my back or judging me. I feel like right now I am just holding everything in, and that there is really no purpose for me here anymore other than to just waste my time fucking around on the forums. I don't really have any friends in RL that I hang out with, and that is by choice...I'd much rather spill my problems online anonymously because it takes away from the drama of having your closest friends know so much about you. I'm seriously thinking about leaving here...but I don't know if I'm thinking irrationally or if it's something I really want to do. I guess I will wait and see what happens to this thread and sleep on it a little bit. There is also another thing going on with my physically right now but I'd rather not talk about it on the open forums.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Where'd this come from? I spill my shit on here all the time, I've been stabbed in the back also.

But seriously, who cares who says what behind your back? It's like high school gossip. After the last little bit I realized that I don't care what people I will most likely never meet think of me, because I know that they don't know my personality, they only know what I show them.

 

[BreakfastSurreal]

James, I won't say I've been "stabbed in the back" because that isn't anything that has happened.

 

[TheOriginalJames]

I meant that as a figure of speech, like as in being talked about, etc.

I dunno what to tell you. if you leave, good luck on everything... this place won't be quite as pornographic without ya. :tongue:

 

[Peter Parka]

Well I hope you don't leave, I enjoy your posts on here. If its distracting you from forming relationships with people face to face though...well...I just hope you decide to do whats for the best.