Some Nights

[SilentEyz]

Some nights I laugh
And others I cry,
Being Here, always wondering
Deep within I know
the answer lies, cold as death
creeps over my heart
darkness invading my soul

self hatred my strength
my weakness from the world
the only gift you gave me
the only thing I control

laugh at the humor
of believing it true
Iv no answer or say
the choice was not mine

taking what was given
love so consumed
promises and hope
biding your time
your heart black
was my last gift
time will not erase

wishing the pain
away, no not true
Wishing it stronger
wanting to hate you
myself only I blame
fault must be mine I know
it was my heart I gave
and death that replaced


©
SilentEyz (♥)

 

[Eridanus]

Sombre tones magnificantly captured.

 

[Charmer]

Great writing as always, even though it's so painful and sad to read. I can feel it myself.....hopefully, like I always wish, it's therapeutic in a positive way.

 

[Kat]

Very wonderfly sad poem silent...as always beautiful...it truly speaks to how i feel alot sometimes *hugs*