I suppose you believe in both God and the Devil? How do you distinguish between the two? What if it's all a charade as in your God is the Devil? (Not implying it is as I have no idea.)
Hmmm... I'm glad you asked that because I'm happy to answer, I just need to figure out how to answer that, hehe. (Some things are hard to figure out how to put into words, hehe)
Let's see... well, I believe that there is a God and there is a Devil too. Actually, when you get right down to it, I believe there are three forces at work in the world.
God is a loving father who cares about everybody and wants what's best for them, but He also has enough respect for people so that He'll let them do whatever they want because He respects free choice. That doesn't mean there won't be consequences later, it just means He won't (or at least, He won't always) stop people from doing bad things.
The Devil is a tempter, somebody who tries to coax you into going against God's will, although in my opinion people sometimes don't need much coaxing to do something bad, heh. I mean, sometimes... it's human nature to do stupid things sometimes, I know I've done enough stupid things and I've hurt people.
The third working force I'd say are people themselves. Let's face it... neither God nor the Devil can MAKE you do *anything*. You have your own willpower and your own free choice... it's also up to you if you want to believe in either one, or give into either one. In other words, people themselves are totally responsible for their own actions and the consequences and things would still happen if there wasn't a God or a Devil.
When you pray and then feel good how do you know the feeling is internally or externally generated? It could be simply self healing with no external influence at all.
I'd say part of it could very well be self-healing in some ways. Though I also think it could be both internally and externally generated... I could be doing things on my own internally, with the help of an external force, so to speak. Some people might say it's entirely psychological on my part--me thinking that there's something out there listening, sorta like how the body can be tricked into healing itself from illness with a placebo. (I think "placebo" is the word I want, heh) But... I really do believe there is a God who listens, and it's a matter of faith
