Love and hate. There is only one step between them. You think that you love a person, but just in a few seconds that love, can turn to hatred. All the charm and beauty can disappear so quickly without even realizing what happened. Many feelings come with love: joy, satisfaction, bravery, envy, self-hate, hate towards another person, depression. Remember when you first fell in love and got together? Remember what a strange feeling that was, seeing that person in front of you, hearing the voice of your loved one... That feeling of young love. Wonderful, is it not? But then time passes. Time dose not only heal, it also scares. In time you could realize that it was just blind love, that you fell for the wrong person, that it was a lie. You begin to fall out. But what if you are still attracted to that person, you still feel that without that person, you are nothing, even though so much drama happens every day. Even though a constant battle rages inside you, between you and you don't know how to stop it. But then you can know how to stop it and don't have the guts to say "enough, no more, I want to be happy, without you". The very words burned into your skin, screaming in your head, on the tip of your tongue, but you can't say it... You are afraid of risk, afraid to be alone. You might have sacrificed your friends because of this person. Or maybe you wouldn't know what to do when that person is gone. Love... Some same the happiest feeling on the planet, some don't even needed, some have never felt it... I have... Many times I was proven that love hurts, many times I have been reminded that it is a dangerous feeling. Many times I still fell in love. Why?
Because I still hope, that I will eventually learn how to be happy and in love, I believe that somewhere there is a person, who breaths the same air as me, who is looking for me, as I am looking for that person.
I dedicate this to all my love experiences, to all the broken hearts, to my broken heart, to the very feeling of love. I dedicate this to you...
I dedicate this to all my love experiences, to all the broken hearts, to my broken heart, to the very feeling of love. I dedicate this to you...