I told him i thought we needed some time apart...that no matter the outcome it should be done...hes kinda avoiding me lately on it but tomorrow hes off and wed too. I said this to him with such a heavy heart only cause i know this time...after being said there is no going back on it...i dont want to go back on it. I spent all day today at my moms house getting my old room ready for me and kylie. I have a feeling this wont end well. Why does it have to be so hard. Why do i not listen to signs earlier...then again if i had i wouldnt have my daughter. Maybe im wrong on this...maybe it wont turn out how i think it will...but im not being optimistic here. I am just being me now... finally