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Please excuse the lack of correct punctuation. I sometimes just open up wordpad and write whats going through my brain. Let me know what you think. I wrote this work after a breakup with a long time girlfriend.
i wish i could do something for you
i wish i could paint a portrait
with every color never before seen
infinite combinations multiplied by infinite textures multiplied by infinite hues
spectacular prisms shattered by your spectacular brilliance
you always brought the best news
every tear my angel cries
leads to oceans of despair for those who have hurt her
and i staggered back because in flawed humans we have found the stream of perfection
and you still keep going...
i close my eyes and follow on
her tint is opaquely bright...she smiles like 10,000 atomic bomb blasts at once...
there is no escape for the earth is hypnotized by her light.
the world stops and in that moment i am happy like a kid
then i saw your fingers break from mine
and i see you running in slow motion, summer's love in your soft eyes
spinning in a long flowing dress, time turns pause button still
and i struggle to remember you as you were, frame by frame
each shimmering pose is just you relenquishing your role in "nature's grace";
the "beautiful girl, with a beautiful face".
now the nights are cold and they are slow
lightening struck and i still didn't want to let her go...
i am trying so hard my burned hands cling for the happiness to my soul
but i can't hold on...i am trying but i just can't..
as i cling for dear life, i feel my fingers give.....
and there it is...
i am floating throught this silent black vaccum void;
summersaulting deep in space towards no paticular direction...
i am lost on an unkown map; marooned on an imaginary grid.
and i just watch you go because i can't hold on, i just can't....
i am left with the blinding, deafening, forever burning, tormenting reality
that was only a moment for you, was a lifetime for me......
i wish i could do something for you
i wish i could paint a portrait
with every color never before seen
infinite combinations multiplied by infinite textures multiplied by infinite hues
spectacular prisms shattered by your spectacular brilliance
you always brought the best news
every tear my angel cries
leads to oceans of despair for those who have hurt her
and i staggered back because in flawed humans we have found the stream of perfection
and you still keep going...
i close my eyes and follow on
her tint is opaquely bright...she smiles like 10,000 atomic bomb blasts at once...
there is no escape for the earth is hypnotized by her light.
the world stops and in that moment i am happy like a kid
then i saw your fingers break from mine
and i see you running in slow motion, summer's love in your soft eyes
spinning in a long flowing dress, time turns pause button still
and i struggle to remember you as you were, frame by frame
each shimmering pose is just you relenquishing your role in "nature's grace";
the "beautiful girl, with a beautiful face".
now the nights are cold and they are slow
lightening struck and i still didn't want to let her go...
i am trying so hard my burned hands cling for the happiness to my soul
but i can't hold on...i am trying but i just can't..
as i cling for dear life, i feel my fingers give.....
and there it is...
i am floating throught this silent black vaccum void;
summersaulting deep in space towards no paticular direction...
i am lost on an unkown map; marooned on an imaginary grid.
and i just watch you go because i can't hold on, i just can't....
i am left with the blinding, deafening, forever burning, tormenting reality
that was only a moment for you, was a lifetime for me......
