Inside of Me (copyright 1982 by Charmer, under his real name)
I just want to hide all the hurt and pain inside...
Somehow you have to know I miss you
and sometimes I wonder if you're reaching out for me
Everytime I hear our song,
it makes me long for you more and more
Sometimes, in my mind, I hear knocking
and I run to the door, unlocking
the wall that lies between us, but you're not there...
I wonder if you still care
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I always think back to those better days
when you used to never turn away
and I wonder every now and then
if we had something that could of been
Can I ever forget those days
I really don't know what we had...
it was never really true, but I still need you
Sometimes I wonder where you are and why you left
sometimes I don't even care at all
Most of the time I sit just waiting
just waiting for someone to call
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I'm just staring at the wall (every day and night)
wondering about it all (was I wrong or right)
So many times I tried, tried to forget all we had
All those silly dreams I lost, they still make me sad
but I'm still living each day, looking forward to tomorrow
trying to forget my yesterdays, trying to forget my sorrow
Watching every word I say, reading all my songs
still wondering why you went away,
still wondering where I went wrong...
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
Always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I just want to hide...
I just want to hide all the hurt and pain inside...
Somehow you have to know I miss you
and sometimes I wonder if you're reaching out for me
Everytime I hear our song,
it makes me long for you more and more
Sometimes, in my mind, I hear knocking
and I run to the door, unlocking
the wall that lies between us, but you're not there...
I wonder if you still care
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I always think back to those better days
when you used to never turn away
and I wonder every now and then
if we had something that could of been
Can I ever forget those days
I really don't know what we had...
it was never really true, but I still need you
Sometimes I wonder where you are and why you left
sometimes I don't even care at all
Most of the time I sit just waiting
just waiting for someone to call
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I'm just staring at the wall (every day and night)
wondering about it all (was I wrong or right)
So many times I tried, tried to forget all we had
All those silly dreams I lost, they still make me sad
but I'm still living each day, looking forward to tomorrow
trying to forget my yesterdays, trying to forget my sorrow
Watching every word I say, reading all my songs
still wondering why you went away,
still wondering where I went wrong...
There's always this feeling inside of me
always your memory that won't let me be
Always the emptiness when I'm standing in this room
that's fading me into a world of darkening gloom
I just want to hide...
