I'm Not Good Enough

[OzzieJessamine]

I'm not good enough.
I feel like I'm not enough,
And I'm so full of pain,
I can't tell if you've noticed,
These emotions happening again.
I'm not sure if I want to smile,
And pretend to be okay,
When I feel not pretty enough,
For you to look at me today.
I know that this is in my head,
And I'm scared for you to see
That I feel not smart enough,
For you to be with me.
Inside my head i know it's stupid,
For me to be feeling this way,
And I feel not skinny enough,
So I can't make myself eat today.
And I know that this is not your fault,
It's just the way I feel,
I just feel like I'm not good enough,
And I don't know how to deal.