I cant Say

[SilentEyz]

I cant give what you ask
even if its what you need
you are my heart
your everything to me

I would bleed for you
Die a million deaths
but what you ask,
say you need

nothing in life matters
more then your smile
your happiness, your heart
but I can't give you this

tears flood my heart
everynight I face this pain
knowing a truth lies within
But its not the one you need

you say you need this from me
allowing the healing to begin
ask me to rip out my heart
to pretend you were nothing

Simpler would it be
if I truly cared so little
yet Im not guilty
Of this pain you need replayed

No purpose would be answered
in such cold and hateful words
deciet bestowed to satisfy
self hatred buried deep

Iv given you everything
more then I possibly could
I died everyday without you
yet you still refuse to see

you ask for your own blame
theres no fault to redeem
I cant give you what you ask of me
for your always my hearts dream

such simple words
a cruel admission you want
to say them would be your hate
Justifed by a false belief.


©
SilentEyz (♥)
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[AUDRAA]

beautiful silent

 

[Kat]

wow hun..so sadly beautiful your writing always astounds me

 

[Eridanus]

Even when rent with a sad tone or hue, your poetic offerings are always a joy to read.