hi

[alice in chains]

I'm drunk so I feel like ranting. I'm not a mean person. I so heavily strive and wish for people to be the compassionate creatures I know is inherent in their natures. I am lonely even with a loving wife and son because I strive for a better humanity. I feel like anyone who mildy understands me is just for the moment which sucks. The raw and uncensored behavior of man which I am afraid is the true nature of humanity absolutely scares the shit out of me. Compassionate when it meets ones needs and ruthless when it does not. What the fuck is pure and unconditional? I'm almost crying as I type this because this is not what life as humans is meant to be. We are intelligent beings! Religious or not, we are all humans and are subject to the same reality. I know anyone who reads this may or may not be touched by my thoughts of morality and compassion for humanity, but I as you knows tomorrow will break with the new dawn of obligation; nothing more. Acceptance of realtiy. Why reality chose humanity is forever enigmatic.

 

[AUFred]

Ramblings of a tired soul. Welcome back.

 

[NoDak]

Why does one expose his soul when under the influence? Could be that, when sober, we're afraid such exposure might be met with derision? Could we be hiding our true selves from each other in order to protect what is most vulnerable in us?
From one tired soul to another.