Hate to live, live to hate.
Forget this life to live another.
Come wander around my head.
and see my memories.
Of laughter and tears, all linked to my fears.
Can't seem to breach this wall of insecurities.
The blade is there above my wrist.
End my life?
Not like this!
The choice is mine, and this I make.
To live this life, till death deems it hers to take.
I'll take no part in ending this farce called living.
And so it continues,
this overwhealming sense of confusion.
Wandering day to day,
trying to find my way.
Keeping it all to myself,
While longing for a way to end this sorrow.
Forget this life to live another.
Come wander around my head.
and see my memories.
Of laughter and tears, all linked to my fears.
Can't seem to breach this wall of insecurities.
The blade is there above my wrist.
End my life?
Not like this!
The choice is mine, and this I make.
To live this life, till death deems it hers to take.
I'll take no part in ending this farce called living.
And so it continues,
this overwhealming sense of confusion.
Wandering day to day,
trying to find my way.
Keeping it all to myself,
While longing for a way to end this sorrow.
* also for those who understand....Once faced with it...it will always be a choice in your mind....just keep making the tough one...stand strong....have courage. The sad times come and go...keep hold of the precious memories you have and look forward to the sunny days again. Thats about all any of us can do.
