Overwhelming anger...drives my mind.
One breath...dont slip...not this time.
All the thoughts Im having,
I wish were not my own.
Now sitting down thinking,
I want to be alone.
In my misery is where you'll find me....hating what they did.
Every step of every thought...anger bursting through the lid.
The one who was supposed to be there understanding at his best.
When it came down to the end...he failed half the test.
The one who was my hero growing through the ages...
How dare she try to ruin all that I have gained.
Embarrased me in front of them...I tried to make a stand.
But my anger overcame me...thats just who I am.
I can not understand it, why things have gone so wrong.
In my mind echos that one sad song.
Trying to grasp my memories of the man who lay there dead
But all the anger all the pain twists confused in my head.
He didnt understand...said I had picked the fight.
Why that day...why that night?
Did he understand my heart cant take it now.
I stood alone back behind the crowd.
Trying to grasp what they had. A love pure and true.
But hes to fucking stubborn...a fight i may just lose.
She hates him with a passion. That makes me sick inside.
Holds my past against me..biding for the time.
To throw mistakes back in my face, in front of all the rest.
The test of friendship now fading, maybe for the best.
RESPECT!
Its all I want.
Respect is all I ask.
I have... goddamn Ive earned it.
They both give but take it back.
My heart is torn in pieces now.
The tears I cry out loud.
Anger mixed with pain.
Nothing here to gain.
To disappear to take a moment.
Only for myself.
Step back from them and look at me.
Try so hard and yet cant see.
What my needs are...
What I want...
Where Im going...
What to do.
Fucking hell Im losing it
One breath...dont slip...not this time.
All the thoughts Im having,
I wish were not my own.
Now sitting down thinking,
I want to be alone.
In my misery is where you'll find me....hating what they did.
Every step of every thought...anger bursting through the lid.
The one who was supposed to be there understanding at his best.
When it came down to the end...he failed half the test.
The one who was my hero growing through the ages...
How dare she try to ruin all that I have gained.
Embarrased me in front of them...I tried to make a stand.
But my anger overcame me...thats just who I am.
I can not understand it, why things have gone so wrong.
In my mind echos that one sad song.
Trying to grasp my memories of the man who lay there dead
But all the anger all the pain twists confused in my head.
He didnt understand...said I had picked the fight.
Why that day...why that night?
Did he understand my heart cant take it now.
I stood alone back behind the crowd.
Trying to grasp what they had. A love pure and true.
But hes to fucking stubborn...a fight i may just lose.
She hates him with a passion. That makes me sick inside.
Holds my past against me..biding for the time.
To throw mistakes back in my face, in front of all the rest.
The test of friendship now fading, maybe for the best.
RESPECT!
Its all I want.
Respect is all I ask.
I have... goddamn Ive earned it.
They both give but take it back.
My heart is torn in pieces now.
The tears I cry out loud.
Anger mixed with pain.
Nothing here to gain.
To disappear to take a moment.
Only for myself.
Step back from them and look at me.
Try so hard and yet cant see.
What my needs are...
What I want...
Where Im going...
What to do.
Fucking hell Im losing it
