I am at a lost of thoughts. i have been battling depression for 8 years now, and i have been telling myself i am happy, i try my best to find the joy it the little things but not no more. before i built myself up to write this, i have been crying in my room for 2 hours, i have a pounding headache and my nose lips and eye are throbbing. how and where do i go from here. i am at the lowest i have ever felt. i think of all the things in the world that i know of and nothing seems worth while. so now i have to motive to even get out of bed, even though i do. for the past 3 months i have been drowning myself in work. its the only thing that gets my mind away from my world views/feelings although i am so very tired and i feel as if i can not go on. Please if you think you can help or if you relate, Any words would help. Thank you for Reading.