converseing with myself

[Kat]

Well kat no ones on to keep you company tonight huh! It's just you and me here...

 

[Kat]

Yup sure is...wonder what people will think about this thread though...

 

[Kat]

Umm...probably the right thing...that youre a little bit crazy...but thats ok by me...

 

[Kat]

Well it better be...its not like you really have a choice...your stuck with me...just about the only one who can never truly escape me...or turn away

 

[Kat]

Hmm...yeah well most of the time I'm happy with you anyways...so I guess I'll deal...

* hey we should mention to Vs. and all other mods. feel free to delet this post if ya dont want it cluttering* Or others feel free to talk to yourself here too*

And hey Kat! We need to start learning again...

 

[Kat]

Learning? Learning what....oh wait I know....how to stand alone...and how not to push people away outta fear huh.

 

[Kat]

Exactally! ... you need to understand that you are special...and beautiful in your own way... you need to know that you are there because you WANT to be there not because you have to be there...

and that worse came to worse you can make it on your own...and you would find someone else if it didnt work

 

[Kat]

Yeah I know...but I get scared sometimes...I love him so much...but I cant seem to stop pushing...especially the other night...

 

[lemon]

ah! run lemon, run! people talking to themselves...!





































awh, shut up lemon, you do it too.


















hey kitty.

 

[Kat]

I know youre scared about the fact that after all this time she called him again...youre scared of her being in his life even a fraction ...and even though he said he wasnt picking up her calls....it terrifies you...but you have to remeber things are different now...you are a real family....it wont turn out the same...especially if you have faith and dont push him or fight him on this...

 

[Kat]

lol...hiya lemon...from both of us

 

[Kat]

and kat... all we can do is try to not make a big deal outta her...try to have faith... be strong...we'll make it through anything...with or without...

sides' i have my baby girl to think of

 

[lemon]

hiya back, to the both of you

 

[Charmer]

...but she's gone. You scared her off!

 

[Kat]

lol...we're both still here...always

 

[Kat]

hows it going tonight charmer

 

[Charmer]

Oh, it's quiet. I was just getting ready for bed when the computer called me and I logged on and saw you talking to yourself. I just "listened" for awhile and then got out of that "room."

So here I'm back and I guess I'm not going to bed yet! :confused

 

[elluko]

Hey Kat, my dark side says hi too.

Hey Kat

 

[Kat]

ello' dahling ...

 

[Kat]

psst...hey kat....wonder if charmer and elluko think we're crazy...hehe