No emotions left to feel.
Ive left them all behind.
Locked behind a door...somewhere in my mind.
I let it go...turned around again...
But something brought it back to the surface of my mind.
Almost a fool, as many times before.
Trying now to walk away with what little dignity remains.
Its amazing what can shine the brightest light on all of this.
Devoid of feeling, sitting here alone.
Just thought.....painful yet blissful realization.
A clarity of the way things truly are.
Thank you...about all I can say now.
Is thank you today.
For showing me what my heart would blindly miss.
There will be not another kiss,
No more tears streaking down my cheek.
No more sleepless nights wondering, what is in me thats so wrong.
No more anger, no more pain over you.
You showed what you really felt.
I can almost hear the words already...
Coming from your mouth.
Overreaction, looking for a fight.
Yet thats just you trying to knock me down.
I am who I am...because of whats been done.
If you gave a shit....you wouldnt do the same.
I will not step over broken promises again.
No more of the betrayal that you show.
Almost everyday...in some way.
You have betrayed my heart.
The fragile core of every part of me.
I gave too much, left too much bare.
Should have guarded that part of me better.
If I dont walk away now...Then it would be worse than death.
Hurt betrayed...nothing to gain.
Farewell...sweet dreams.
Take care of yourself.
I would still never wish you harm.
Once the keeper of my heart,
But now its slipping, like holding grains of sand.
Im taking my heart back from your hands.
Someday...maybe life will breath once again there.
But its out of your control forever now.
Too much pain...to many mistakes.
Not just you but with me.
I cant do it anymore.
we both deserve to be free.
from all of this.
Ive left them all behind.
Locked behind a door...somewhere in my mind.
I let it go...turned around again...
But something brought it back to the surface of my mind.
Almost a fool, as many times before.
Trying now to walk away with what little dignity remains.
Its amazing what can shine the brightest light on all of this.
Devoid of feeling, sitting here alone.
Just thought.....painful yet blissful realization.
A clarity of the way things truly are.
Thank you...about all I can say now.
Is thank you today.
For showing me what my heart would blindly miss.
There will be not another kiss,
No more tears streaking down my cheek.
No more sleepless nights wondering, what is in me thats so wrong.
No more anger, no more pain over you.
You showed what you really felt.
I can almost hear the words already...
Coming from your mouth.
Overreaction, looking for a fight.
Yet thats just you trying to knock me down.
I am who I am...because of whats been done.
If you gave a shit....you wouldnt do the same.
I will not step over broken promises again.
No more of the betrayal that you show.
Almost everyday...in some way.
You have betrayed my heart.
The fragile core of every part of me.
I gave too much, left too much bare.
Should have guarded that part of me better.
If I dont walk away now...Then it would be worse than death.
Hurt betrayed...nothing to gain.
Farewell...sweet dreams.
Take care of yourself.
I would still never wish you harm.
Once the keeper of my heart,
But now its slipping, like holding grains of sand.
Im taking my heart back from your hands.
Someday...maybe life will breath once again there.
But its out of your control forever now.
Too much pain...to many mistakes.
Not just you but with me.
I cant do it anymore.
we both deserve to be free.
from all of this.
