try to remember what it was like as a child.
Happy and free and not knowing heartache
Hard to do when its been there your whole life.
So she screams out. When! When is it my turn?
When will I be free of this?
Twisting and turning, a soul warped beyond salvation
Running blindly to escape. Running blindly, tripping over shadows.
The white drips blood red.
Rain cascades down her cheeks as she stands there frozen.
Frozen to the sound of laughter.
Frozen to the feeling of safty
Frozen outside of time and reality
Crash and burn
shredding away everything you are
Trying desperatly to be something else
someone else.
Tearing at your core.
No more
Distant, running, begging
no more
wishing for anything but this
no more
fade back...too young to feel unwanted
but all to often the case
Lost souls the world knows nothing about.
You see me, hear my words.
Yet you know not, the first thing about me.
Strip the layers away and see
molested, raped, violence, betrayal
the agony of the fists
The first time she wrapped the cord around her neck, as a child
Lost from herself wishing to hide away
under a desk, behind a book, behind the tears she cries
Defiance struggles to break free.
Only to have it beaten from her once again.
somehow clings a fairytale dream of love.
affectionate to the core.
Years go by, she feels beaten defeated then life takes a turn.
Bridges burned always the same ending.
Sins of the flesh and scars remain
the loss of her soul
hallucinations and giddiness...the drunken ramblings
For years it went by in a blur.
A different woman standing now
A shadow on the wall.
Managed to bend all those years
life catches up to us all.
Broken, strewn out on the ground.
Naked for all the world to see.
I hear a drifting cry of a soul I used to be
Hold on! Dont lose yourself.
I long to answer her plea.....
Broken, shattered dreams.
Distance....Wishing I could leave.
Now to play the game.
Of pretending the feelings there.
Give you just enough, but not lose it all.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one thats so loveable
who wants to snuggle everyday.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one that thinks I should be your world
Ill take the place Im given, my head bowed.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one that thinks that she belongs with me.
Knowing with all my heart
happiness is not meant for me.
Definance grows distance
to not need
how can it be.
Frozen...out of touch. Wont mean too much
I no longer care.
Happy and free and not knowing heartache
Hard to do when its been there your whole life.
So she screams out. When! When is it my turn?
When will I be free of this?
Twisting and turning, a soul warped beyond salvation
Running blindly to escape. Running blindly, tripping over shadows.
The white drips blood red.
Rain cascades down her cheeks as she stands there frozen.
Frozen to the sound of laughter.
Frozen to the feeling of safty
Frozen outside of time and reality
Crash and burn
shredding away everything you are
Trying desperatly to be something else
someone else.
Tearing at your core.
No more
Distant, running, begging
no more
wishing for anything but this
no more
fade back...too young to feel unwanted
but all to often the case
Lost souls the world knows nothing about.
You see me, hear my words.
Yet you know not, the first thing about me.
Strip the layers away and see
molested, raped, violence, betrayal
the agony of the fists
The first time she wrapped the cord around her neck, as a child
Lost from herself wishing to hide away
under a desk, behind a book, behind the tears she cries
Defiance struggles to break free.
Only to have it beaten from her once again.
somehow clings a fairytale dream of love.
affectionate to the core.
Years go by, she feels beaten defeated then life takes a turn.
Bridges burned always the same ending.
Sins of the flesh and scars remain
the loss of her soul
hallucinations and giddiness...the drunken ramblings
For years it went by in a blur.
A different woman standing now
A shadow on the wall.
Managed to bend all those years
life catches up to us all.
Broken, strewn out on the ground.
Naked for all the world to see.
I hear a drifting cry of a soul I used to be
Hold on! Dont lose yourself.
I long to answer her plea.....
Broken, shattered dreams.
Distance....Wishing I could leave.
Now to play the game.
Of pretending the feelings there.
Give you just enough, but not lose it all.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one thats so loveable
who wants to snuggle everyday.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one that thinks I should be your world
Ill take the place Im given, my head bowed.
I'll kill a part of me.
The one that thinks that she belongs with me.
Knowing with all my heart
happiness is not meant for me.
Definance grows distance
to not need
how can it be.
Frozen...out of touch. Wont mean too much
I no longer care.
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