bad dreams....grrr...

[Kat]

Bad dreams

Ok so I know its normal but i swear....bad dream after bad dream after bad dream last night/ this morning.

1st dream: I went to work...or out cant really remember which one...but i was gone from the house for a few hours...then when i was out i realized that i left the baby at home BY HERSELF ...so i get in the car to hurry home...and i cant remember how to get there.... by the time i finally got home...she was dead... smothered herself or something like that...I finally woke up crying from that one.

2nd dream: I left the house again.... went to my moms house (but in actualiaty it was my aunts)...so my bf was with me .... (dont ask me why in my dream he looked like my first bf ever...and as if that wasnt scary enough...) ...we get in the car to go home and I ask him who's watching the baby....oh I dont know! One of my moms friends! .... i dont really know who she is tho. (me) How can you leave her with someone you dont even know?!?! ... so we rush home only to find... woman and baby GONE!!!

3rd dream: We're putting her in the car seat to go out....and somehow the strap keeps getting stuck around her neck and I'm sitting there struggling with it... i guess somehow it turned into the demon strap and I have to fight with it but it keeps going back around her neck... and I'm there watching my poor baby girl turn a freakishly pale color ( yeah I know if she were being strangled she'd turn red) ... she couldnt breath and there was nothing I could do about to save her.

4th dream: Going to the hospital into labor....and she comes out stillborn (not a worry for me since she moves around so much I know she's fine but still scary to dream about)

...then the random dreams about her getting sick from dirty diapers since in my dream we dont have enough money to buy what she needs... random choppy bits of dreams of turning around for a sec. then turning back to find her gone.... of people trying to take her from me.


ARGH!!!!! I know everyone tells me its normal to have dreams like this but I never usually remember my dreams...not even the bad ones... I woke up way too many times today crying over these stupid yucky idiotic dreams....



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[andcuriouser]

They're just dreams!

You're probably just anxious, and that's why your having all these dreams.

 

[Kat]

i know .... but they still suck!!!

 

[trope]

Hahaha, I should tell you about the dreams I had before I got married! At the time, Eliza had me convinced she was pregnant, and those were some terrible nightmares...

You'll be okay, even though they suck. They aren't true! You're gooing to be an absolutely fantastic mother.

 

[AUDRAA]

Its just anxiety hun. I had dreams about leaving the baby home alone too. Dont let it stress you. Remember they are just dreams and they will get wackier and wackier the closer you get to delivery all normal hormone changes

 

[Kat]

Its just anxiety hun. I had dreams about leaving the baby home alone too. Dont let it stress you. Remember they are just dreams and they will get wackier and wackier the closer you get to delivery all normal hormone changes

I'm gonna drill that into my head.... my sister told me she had a crap load of bad dreams like that but this is the first time I've gotten any... besides I know nothing like that stuff would happen anyways

 

[majikstranger]

i agree its probly a thought or a worry in our mind. You might not be aware of it but its there. I suggest you analyze whats going on in your life and see if maybe something is ifferent. remember dreams alot of times are thoughts we have while awake thats manifest itself the only way we know how, through imagery.

remember that our body is a self sustaining organiism and alot of the things we feel like pin is our body telling us where their is a poblem.

ok thats all from the hollistic side

 

[andcuriouser]

i agree its probly a thought or a worry in our mind. You might not be aware of it but its there. I suggest you analyze whats going on in your life and see if maybe something is ifferent. remember dreams alot of times are thoughts we have while awake thats manifest itself the only way we know how, through imagery.

remember that our body is a self sustaining organiism and alot of the things we feel like pin is our body telling us where their is a poblem.

ok thats all from the hollistic side

Well, her due date is coming soon, so I think some baby-worry is only natural...

 

[Kat]

i agree its probly a thought or a worry in our mind. You might not be aware of it but its there. I suggest you analyze whats going on in your life and see if maybe something is ifferent. remember dreams alot of times are thoughts we have while awake thats manifest itself the only way we know how, through imagery.

remember that our body is a self sustaining organiism and alot of the things we feel like pin is our body telling us where their is a poblem.

ok thats all from the hollistic side

Something different majik ...def. I'm pregnant ...due in less than a week I forget sometimes that not everyone knows that .... so its just baby born worries ...I figured if I wrote them out it'd get my mind off the dreams ...seems to be working so far

 

[AUDRAA]

OMG kat less than a week I thought you had at least a couple weeks left

 

[Kat]

ok...so actually exactally a week and 3 days left...if she comes on her due date ... i just have a funny feeling she might be a few days early...just cause of how different she's been acting the past few days...but thats probably just wishful thinking

 

[trope]

Holy crap, that's still really soon!

 

[SilentEyz]

Kat,

When you get ready to go to sleep, and you start to feel yourself lingering into that stage, Tell yourself repeatdly that Tonight I will have beautiful dreams../.. Tell your mind what your going to dream.

may sound silly, But Trust me it works.

 

[Kat]

I'll def. give that a try tonight silent. Thanks

 

[SilentEyz]

You can also Burn a White Candle for at least I5 minutes before you go to bed....and do the reaffirming statements why the candle burns.

 

[Haus]

i would love to have a bad/scary dream. i loved them as a kid. but now i cant remember my dreams too well. i remember some for like 10 seconds right when i wake up and then it leaves my mind just like that

 

[TheOriginalJames]

Sometimes I remember my dreams, but then I forget them once I'm busy thinking of other things.

 

[AUDRAA]

liar you told me you never remember your dreams

 

[TheOriginalJames]

I told you I usually don't because I rarely ever get more than 8 hours of sleep. However when I do, I remember them... slightly... but forget what it was about during the course of the day.

 

[andcuriouser]

He doesn't remember them. He forgets them.

My dreams either make enough sense to freak the fuck out of me, or make no sense whatsoever.