Today myself I really am not in the mood for all the Christmas crap. I hope I come out of this funk soon. For my son at least.
So who else is not feeling it?
So who else is not feeling it?
That is what I am doing. I decorated my Aydens moms house, but not my own.I am not in the mood for it but still decorating and such for Liam... I am majorly home sick....
I can see the excitment in my sons eyes and I get a little burst of the Christmas spirit. This year just does not seem the same without my dad.I'm not in a great place right now. I've got some head surgery coming up in January that I'm not looking forward to so Christmas is looking GREAT now!! Not much money but I've got my daughter and her little big "Oh Eyes" looking at everything with wonder.
Wow! If you ever miss the spirit of Christmas, just live through your children's eyes!! I gaurandamntee you it will bring back all the wonder you ever need!!![]()
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I can see the excitment in my sons eyes and I get a little burst of the Christmas spirit. This year just does not seem the same without my dad.![]()
Thanks sweetie. Have a good night. Im off to bed.That pain takes a while. Both of may parents are gone and never got to ever meet their grandaughter. But the funny thing is, they shine through her eyes as though they have been a part of her and my life all this time(which they have been). The thing is, they always made Christmas so special for me and are still doing it through Mia.
Big hug to you, Tommy. Your father is still there.
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