it sneaks up on you ..and before you realize it, it has you. it takes control of your thoughts,your actions. it starts to geovern every decision that you make. you end up feeling happy in one moment then in the next you feel insecurities and wonder if you can do it. you question you stability. not out of fear but with the hope that you can be who you wish to be. you gauge your own worth. a foolish concept because you will always be your worst critic. but even still you hope for the best and expect the worst to try to prevent any possible fall from leaving you broken agin. familiar insecurities and shyness surface again. and the very thought of what has you shaken leaves your heart racing and your mind in such a state that random laughter occurd within the same moment as silent stuttered cries that wish you knew what to do. you ponder many things the majority of wich aren't even thoughts of yourself. you can't help but to think about this feeling at every free moment your day gives you. its even invades your dreams..
interesting thing .. you enjoy every minute of it
its called love
interesting thing .. you enjoy every minute of it
its called love
